If I go home...

As I've mentioned here earlier, my papers here can't be processed at the moment, so I have to wait for the Arraigo wherein I have to stay 3 years in Spain to get the papers. And it means, that I still lack 2 more years to complete the 3 years. Arggggg. But if I can't bear to wait for 2 years more, going home is always an option. If I'll decide to go home, my family will be happy coz they wanted me to come home since then. It's just me who's scared if what might happen if I'll go home now, especially with the crisis. But If I go home, I think it wouldn't be hard for me to look for a job though. I can look for a job in the government since I am a civil service passer.:) I can also try to apply in call centers and ask some help from friends who are call center agents. But, I think my English is no longer as good as before, so maybe, I won't get a call center job after all, :).

But If I'll go home, I really need to get a job or a little business coz I don't wanna be a burden to my Mom or to anyone else. :)